Xpressionz

screaming silently
quietly yelling
no one hears, and even if they could
my mouth won't move, to tell the truth
the deep abyss of my thoughts
provides the heat of comfort
so whilst you encounter the icy demeanor
the core melts with longing and desire
don't trust the facade,
the smiles, joy, and laughter...
and though I can't tell you any of it
the pen meets the pad;
the explosion ensues
like fireworks in the sky
my thoughts and emotions
with no wall guarding,
I paint the picture vividly
realer than I could ever explain it
strokes do the talking
across my page of understanding
my pen is my lifeline
my pad is my pulse
the excitement of it all
like electric shocks to my heart
*clear*
keeping me alive
while I'm screaming, silently
and yelling, quietly